Is There Anyone Who Has Been There?

I always feel this way this time of year.

At the end of every summer, a flood of emotions hits. Happiness and relaxation - having spent time with my family, finished some projects that had been looming, and just flat out been lazy a few of the days - feeling like I really enjoyed myself and my family this summer. Sadness - that my kids are another year older and that they will be back to school. But mostly, it's a time of reflection.

At this time of year, every year, I start to think about who I am as a Woman of God. Am I really living up to what God has called me to be as a wife, mom, leader, and child of His? Am I following His calling in my life? Have I truly invested in my family and friends like I should?

Am I the only one who is here right about now? Anyone?

What is it about this time of year that makes me feel this way?

Whatever it is, it has me just a little bit sad. Not the kind of sad that makes you feel depressed and self loathe. No. The sad that calls me to action. To remember who I am as a spiritual leader in my home and in my community. To stand firm in my faith and not grow tired and lazy. To re-prioritize and remember who I am and what I stand for.

Maybe this feeling is a good thing.